omg this reminds me of 2b2t lore i love it i threaded an update to my original post but here it is for convenience: 'update: i did in fact get away from spawn... THREE (3) IRL HOURS BEFORE THE CULLING ACCIDENT... logged back in when the server was back up again, hit 'esc' thinking i was pausing the game, and lost everything :'D ahhh the joys of TOPS.'